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whoop whoop another update!!! woooooooo hooooooooooo lol, its been an interesting couple of days...yep..read this its cute! READ ITTTTTTTTT!!!

ody: Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?"





The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."





Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"





The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."





Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.

"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked.





Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."





Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.





It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said:

"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVE YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was
somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good-bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' "God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm, sure the food will be great.





Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?





Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

i have a lot to talk about, but ill try to keep it short, ive been busy, and thats been good, my dad may get moved to denver, and i have the choice of staying, or leaving houston forever, even though moving is a big maby, ive been thinking hard about it, i mean, my life here is ok...but its not great, i would love to start over again, cause ive changed, most of my friends just never noticed it, in fact, almost nobody has, i still act the same i guess, but to start all over, to be reborn of sorts, i want that, because my trust for ppl is gone, and those who i know really well, im questioning, its bad i know, but its true nevertheless, ive been screwed over too many times, and to rebuild trust with a whole new group of people is an awesome idea to me, i love it, so im thinking that, if my dad does get moved, im gonna go with him, unless someone can convince me otherwise, just turn away, and never look back....

also, 2day i went to my friend laios church and it was incredible, not only was i going to a different service, it was in a different language, it was awesome, it made me see all the flaws and holes of my church, its fun, we have a good youth group, but not nearly as good as theirs, i mean, i dont think ive ever seen such happy people get along so well, it was really incredible, so i think i may go visit their youth group every once and a while, perhaps even go to some more services, its really a nice change...

i guess its times like this that we all hit a fork in the road, im hitting all sorts of obstacles, and other changes, and im trying to cope, but sometimes, just to get away, leave everyone behind, and start completely a new just seems like the oppertune thing to do, so....i guess ive just lost all hope and trust in people for numerous reasons, and i just want to start all over with new people...b/c nothing good can come from here